Tag: musings
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Closet
I look forward to the day when you no longer hang your coat on the chair, To it hanging proudly and confirmed in the closet. Our closet. I look forward to the day, I no longer have to wonder when we’ll see each other,To being safe in the knowledge that your face will greet me […]
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Laughter
I forgot what it felt like,to laugh,Not a low chuckle on your own,Or a small smile stretching across your face,A deep, body contorting laugh, A laugh shared with someone else,One that is felt so acutely, tears expel from your body,Laughter where you actually feel your mood lifting,Changing your chemicals,Transforming the composition in your veins,I forgot […]
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Warm Bodies
WARM BODIES It is only when you are alone,Truly alone,Sipping on a glass of wine in your empty living room,Your emotions bouncing and twisting off the walls,swirling like the liquid as it seeps down your throat,Alone, alone.Left with your thoughts and fears,You default to the nearest thing that will make you feel anything but alone,Seeking […]
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Night Friend
The night time is the worst,I can almost feel the loneliness begin to creep its way as soon as the sun sets,Feeling like no one cares or thinks about me,After all my duties are done and I sit alone,Surrounded by 4 walls and no one to talk to,What do I do?Who do I turn to?Who […]
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Words To Swallow
I look at you and feel an overwhelming rush of emotions,So many words I wish I could say, But they all pile up in my throat,Bubbling, churning and flipping over inside me, This is literally my deepest fear,Taking a chance and saying how I feel,Opening myself up, being vulnerable,How can I let you know just […]
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Soon
I never expected to be so invested, so soon, I never thought I would feel love, ever again, I never thought someone would care about me like you do, I believed I was the problem, That I was incapable of love, Too emotional and dramatic, a lover of conflict, I never expected to be swept […]
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This Is Going To Hurt
This one’s gonna hurt.I can already tell by the way you look back and smile at me,The glint in your eye and the smirk, registering,Or the way you cradle my face,Your fingers slowly tracing the edges of my chin,This one is going to hurt me…From the number of hours you occupy my mindTo the way […]
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Bubbling
I teeter between telling you how I feel, And leaving it to chance, Somewhat afraid to tell you how deeply my feelings for you reach, Partially scared to speak them into existence, Because for a long time I never believed I was worthy, But, they persist, bubbling under the surface, Exciting and scary all at […]
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Girl
You are a wonder,Magical,Stronger than you have been lead to believe and much more resilient,Powerful,Water will part at your mere mention,Capable.Do not let the doubts, fears and expectations of others diminish your shine.You are born of Kings & Queens,Goddess.Your history and that of your people lap through your veins.You walk the streets they paved.Courageous,Your words […]