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Unanchored
Restless and floating,A square piece in a round hole.So many circling thoughts,With the crushing realization of no one to moor me,There are parts of me in so many places,I don’t know what I have left for myself,Who am I, except neither here nor there?In the middle,Dancing between what I want and what others want,Following the […]
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More Than I Want To Admit…
Reluctantly, I have no choice but to accept that, I need you more than I want to believe, More than I want to admit You have it all together, And only reach out when you’re lonely or can spare a few minutes, I drop everything and jump at every crumb you throw my way, More […]
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In Her Eyes: Chapter 21 & 22
To say that my birthday/engagement party was the celebration I had been missing out on all these years is an understatement! The Brownstone hadn’t seen so much activity, people and laughter since Robert and I were children! As we circle the room and socialise with some of our closest family and friends, I am overwhelmed […]
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I Wonder…
I wonder if you realise the pain you cause me, When you brush me aside so callously, Every time I take the time to tell you something, And you barely pay attention, I wonder if you realise the pang it shoots through me, When I offer myself, And you barely notice or even still- shoot […]
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Why I Am No Longer Ashamed of Being A Divorcee
I realise upon writing this blog post, that the title might come as a shock to some of my close friends and some family members- that’s mainly because it’s been one of the biggest secrets I have held on to in my life. I wish I could say it wasn’t a highly kept secret or […]
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For Myself
I need to be me…for myself I need to be open and honest with what I’d like…for myself No hiding, no filtering I need be willing to be alone in order to get there…for myself I need to believe that I’ll get there…for myself Slow as it may be…I take the steps and celebrate them, […]
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Used
Turmoil and confusion, Those were some of the emotions, I was experiencing when you extended your hand to me, I gave you my trust, Worst of all, I gave you my vulnerability You took it openheartedly, I felt safe and understood, I let my guard down, Little did I know, You came with your own […]
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My Journey Back To Me…
I begin this blog post, not as a congratulation or even as a signpost to mark where I am at, but more as a push for me to examine and motivate myself that I am still here and still persevering. Especially when it often feels like I am drowning in a sea of uncertainty and […]
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RnR Interview: Momma Bear
It’s a shame that the written word can sometimes be misunderstood or that words can be interactive because this interview was a hoot! It comes across like it was a simple process of asking questions and getting replies, but the truth is that we spent most of this time in fits of giggles and shedding […]
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Break
I realise I reel people in so that I can be the one to sever ties, I then go on to miss them and begin the exercise all over again. I don’t like the feeling of being vulnerable, I don’t want to show that side of me, So, if I feel you’re getting too close, […]