Tag: writing
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I Smiled
I thought of you,No different than I have over the past year,But, for the 1st time in a while, I smiled,Not because my feelings have changed,Mostly because life has given me perspective,Two months shy from an entire year of not speaking to you,Yet, I smile,Distance and space can give you that,A small smile,I am here,…
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What I Won’t Be Taking Into 2023
As the end the year approaches, it’s only normal to be reflective and look back at the year we just survived. I have to admit that I’ve had an interesting cocktail of a year ( like most people, I’m sure ) and though it’s been filled with some wonderful memories, it’s also had some not…
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Crumbs
You do the bare minimum,Nothing that is too exhaustive, Or gives too much away, Throw me the crumbs you can manage,And like a fool, I eat it up,Play into your hands,Feigning a meaningless apology,While you continue to ignore me,The very person you claim to love, Weaving a web you believe I will get trapped in,…
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I Would Know
I thought by now I would know what it would be like to have your arms wrapped around me,I thought for sure you’d still be here smiling sideways at me,I would know, I saw it so vividly when I closed my eyes.Except, you dissipated, Right through my fingers you dissolved like fog on a warm…
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Why I Am Giving Up On Perfectionism
If you’re looking for someone to needlessly worry about something, then I am your girl🖐🏾. Always wanting things to run smoothy, to be in order and to avoid conflict or a hiccup. But! The fact of the matter is, we know this is not only a pipe dream, but it’s impossible to ever maintain. Things…
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You Chose Fear
You said what we had was special,But instead, you chose fear,At the first hurdle,You imploded and didn’t take my outstretched hand,You chose fear,Over all of the endless possibilities which awaited us,You chose fear,At the sight of my fragile heart in my outstretched hand,You recoiled and chose fear,A connection I had never felt before,Yet, you chose…
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I Wish Someone Would Have Told Me About Pt 13: Self-Sabotage
Self-doubt, worry, fear, the list goes on; all of these can play a crippling role in our lives. For some it doesn’t take centre stage and for others it can be debilitating. In 2022, this really became one of my biggest challenges, feeling like I was good enough, in different aspects of my life. This…